I May Be Lost As Fuck, But Yeah That's Not Me

It's funny how even though you may feel depressed, lost, directionless and like you don't know what the fuck you're doing in life, you're still given tiny clues in front of you.

These clues tell you what you don't want and who you aren't.

  • Whenever I see that typical dude taking a smoke break from work, wearing his suit outside.
  • Whenever I see that same dude having an after-work beer, with his coat off and sleeves folded up.
  • Whenever the small talk around me always centers around work and other society things.
  • Whenever I meet rich entrepreneurs and literally all they talk about is money.
  • Whenever I surf social media and the content is all the same shit.
  • When I even feel the pain of loneliness at an airport after a trip, going home alone and then I spot a young couple with their two kids going on their annual vacation, wheeling their individual luggages.

I think, "Yeah that's not me..."

And deep down, I know this to be true.

Perhaps in life, if you want answers, one can start by looking at what they don't want and realize who they are not meant to be.